[ He should know her well enough to know she would do something like this - she has always been terrible at moving on and this situation was no different from that. She still couldn't even grasp the concept of him soon just.. being gone forever, it was too much. Instead Ange just passively allowed him to pull her closer and then give her that pistol as she grabbed it with shakey hands and a small nod.
But it wasn't difficult to notice that he was almost fully gone now, huh..? Even though she wanted to remain in his embrace more than ever right now, Ange pulled away a little just to be able to peek out of the bushes for a moment. The coast seemed pretty clear right now, so.. she pulled her head back into the bushes, to move back to him and plant a final kiss on his lips. Ange wasn't even sure if he could still even feel it now. ]
.. I'll run since you told me to. [ It was the only thing her mind could hold onto right now, in the middle of not just straight deciding to give in to despair and for example shoot herself on the spot. ] I'll go and run now, so.. p-.. please watch me, okay, Amakusa..?
[ She knew he wouldn't be able to answer. She knew that he probably wouldn't even be able to hear most of it, but she was just talking to herself as she watched him - Ange wanted to make sure that there fully was no saving him left, that he was fully dead before she could even bring herself to move. ]
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But it wasn't difficult to notice that he was almost fully gone now, huh..? Even though she wanted to remain in his embrace more than ever right now, Ange pulled away a little just to be able to peek out of the bushes for a moment. The coast seemed pretty clear right now, so.. she pulled her head back into the bushes, to move back to him and plant a final kiss on his lips. Ange wasn't even sure if he could still even feel it now. ]
.. I'll run since you told me to. [ It was the only thing her mind could hold onto right now, in the middle of not just straight deciding to give in to despair and for example shoot herself on the spot. ] I'll go and run now, so.. p-.. please watch me, okay, Amakusa..?
[ She knew he wouldn't be able to answer. She knew that he probably wouldn't even be able to hear most of it, but she was just talking to herself as she watched him - Ange wanted to make sure that there fully was no saving him left, that he was fully dead before she could even bring herself to move. ]