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Amakusa Juuza ([personal profile] hyahahacool) wrote in [community profile] arcanarumlogs2012-05-03 03:00 pm

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Who: Juuza Amakusa & Ange Ushiromiya
When: October 3rd, morning
Where: His room
What: Waking up after dying
Warnings: Discussions of death and such??



[This was yet another time when he slowly woke up, trying to recall what the hell he had done last. First it was when he had fallen asleep for two days and woke up only to find out that his Denizen had changed. But now... he blinked and looked around the room.

Wait hadn't he been....

Amakusa quickly shot up, looking down at his chest, touching the area where the arrow had been... what the? It wasn't there? And he was actually alive-...? At the edge of his bed he also noticed something from back home-... his sniper rifle? So... he died, he was revived, and they had given him something even? This was sure... a miracle, really. He didn't think he would ever be breathing again. Magic is real and all that yadda yadda.

He turned, grabbing that compact off of the table beside him. He quickly opened it up and went to type to Ange. What the hell does he say though...? This is.. pretty difficult. Aahh he figures she'll be mad at him for this but-... oh well.]


lady don't be mad- i don't know what happened really but i'm alive.... i guess.

[fucking flawless.]

denies: (you know that they could make us cold)

[personal profile] denies 2012-05-03 09:20 pm (UTC)(link)
[ She hardly recalls half of yesterday. The first half is still very clear, the entire part where she left the castle with Amakusa, ran through the forest.. and then she man died. After that everything is more like a blur, as if she's not even sure how much time passed. She hardly even moved off her bed during this entire time either - she's still just lying there, on her back now, and staring at the ceiling blankly. She still hasn't gathered her thought, made any sense of this - after this little time, about a day or so, there's still no way for her to deal with the loss other than feel like she's almost slowly sinking away in some kind of sea that his loss left behind. Ange hasn't even noticed what's left behind for her in her room yet in the middle of all of it.

... Yes, this was truly a time during which she should think that it's all useless. What sort of hope is there left for her now?

Just as that thought shoots through her mind, she can vaguely hear beeping. .. Her compact? Even her thoughts feel slow and disoriented right now, and she lazily moves around with her arm to try and find the compact purely by touch before her fingers clench around it, pulling it towards her.

She opens it, and for a moment she thinks it's just a bad prank. Maybe by the rulers. Maybe one of the minions got a hold of his compact. Maybe some other prankster resident of this place.

Still she can't help but reply. Even if it's a prank.. she can't not do something at the sight of those words. ]


Very funny, whoever you are. Leave me alone.

[ She closes the compact once again, putting it away. ]
denies: (it is a necessary evil)

[personal profile] denies 2012-05-03 10:05 pm (UTC)(link)
[ 'Completely horrible' is a good way to describe this, really. The moment Ange hears her compact beep again she hardly feels like even reaching over to it anymore, knowing that whatever it was just wanted to continue the prank.. But then despite herself she does grab it, slowly opening it-- and the moment she sees the message her eyes grow wide. Partially because of the realisation that it's truly him who's saying that, since nobody else would know, and it means he's alive.. but at the same time why would he pick that of all things?!

Some combination of embarassment, anger, shock and something else she can't quite place (it's probably relief) shoots through her, making her get off her bed. On her way out she almost trips over the pistol she dropped on the floor much earlier, and lying next to the pistol are her hair bobbles.. the ones she lost when her hair had suddenly turned to these braids and gotten stuck like that. Ange grabs both the bobbles and the pistol without really thinking before quickly making her way over to his house, immediately entering his bedroom, since surely he would be there. ]


Amakusa..! [ Okay, he might misunderstand though if she storms into his room like that, completely shocked and angry and embarassed (yet oddly happy).. and with that pistol still in her hands, even if she doesn't realise it. ]
denies: (this is the last time i will fall)

[personal profile] denies 2012-05-03 10:16 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Don't worry, she isn't actually out to kill her-- even if it does seem that way, with how she's raging right now.. She isn't fully thinking straight either way now, after trying to keep herself so emotionless earlier and then just.. almost drowning in the despair left behind.. so now everything is coming back even more so than usually. With a loud thunk she just throws the pistol on the ground, good thing the safety was on. ]

You idiot..! You die and then you just come back to life like this like nothing happened?! [ Of course she's happy he's back, it's just.. after trying to get used to the loss, she only gets more emotional now to see him back, so she says something like that partially because of her tsundere.

She stops over to him - as if the sniper rifle isn't even there - and swings back her arm before just slapping him in the face!! ]


No, more importantly, did you have to say something like that?!

[ Yet even though she's saying all of this and acting so angry.. she's actually shaking on her legs, as if she's actually about to collapse. ]
denies: (it will all catch up eventually)

[personal profile] denies 2012-05-03 10:31 pm (UTC)(link)
Still, that's not reason to.. to just act like this..

[ She's still not really steady (not at all, in fact) but even so she almost backs up a step or two all the same, almost as if she still can't believe he's really here even though she just slapped him.. this was just a dream, right? A desperate illusion, maybe..? ]

Don't you know?! I was-- [ worried, sad, lonely, I didn't know what to do.. she doesn't have to say any of it, she knows, since he alreadysaw her like that right before he died, right? He saw her that weak, that pathetic, and even now again - as she can't control herself for once. ]
denies: (this is the last time that)

[personal profile] denies 2012-05-03 10:41 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Of course he would joke about something like this. Is there anything he wouldn't joke about in the end? Even though she's trying her best here to control her emotions again, come to terms with the fact that even though he died, that doesn't matter as long as he's alive now.. ]

If you think it's so amazing, I'll make you experience it again right now if you want it that badly. [ It's nothing more than a soft sentence half-mumbled against him, though - a very, very weak attempt at her usual tsun deadpan, but it doesn't even come close. No, more than anything she's happy, really happy that he's back, but it's still buried beneath all those other emotions and the fact she doesn't want him to make fun of her. ]
denies: (i won't say a word)

[personal profile] denies 2012-05-03 11:01 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Gah-- no, why does he have to ask her that..?! Luckily he has an advantage with her mood right now, it makes her easier to slip into dere mode.. even if she still doesn't want to fully tell him with her tsun, but there's the realisation that death can happen more easily here than she thought, that he could really slip away from her any minute without it even being him running away. If she doesn't say it, then he might never know eventually..? ]

... I do. [ It takes some teeth-grinding and frowning to force it out, though, and she definitely isn't looking at him even though he's holding her. ] We were going to run away together once we'd get out of this place, so.. you can't just die and break that promise, right?

[ No, that's still not fully it-- god, screw all of this. ]

As much as I hate your stupid jokes and the way you're always trying to annoy me on purpose.. I don't want to be without you anymore. [ .. a slight huff. ] There. It's stupid, isn't it? You can laugh at me now.
denies: (for a body in the garden)

[personal profile] denies 2012-05-04 01:43 pm (UTC)(link)
[ She's quiet for a moment, as if she's just content with standing here like this, with him holding her close and stroking her hair like that - it really is rather nice. And.. everything is okay either way, right? They both love each other, and they both won't leave each other - even death can't stop that. And what she saw in that dream definitely doesn't count anymore either, he wouldn't kill her.. not after he even sacrificed his life to protect her.

So thinking about all of that, it's easier to calm down and try to fall back into their usual routine - especially with that last line. ]


O-.. of course I'd get mad about that..! Why did you have to pick that out of all things you could've told me to prove it?
denies: (i just want to know what blurs)

[personal profile] denies 2012-05-05 11:38 am (UTC)(link)
The first thing coming to your mind being something like that..

[ Ange just continues to grumble about that a little, even if she's already getting out what she got to show him. She pulls out the pairs of hair bobbles from her pockets, holding her hand out so Amakusa can see as well. Then she just sits down on the edge of the bed, trying to work them back into her hair. Ange knows she can't undo the braids though, no matter what, so she just settles on instead wearing them at the ends of her braids much like in the icon. ]

Unlike you, I don't have anything as crude as that huge sniper of yours to get from them. [ Not that the hair bobbles are all she got, there's some of her magic returned with it as well.. but like hell she'll tell him that, he'd just laugh at her. ]
denies: (just like highway gas stations)

[personal profile] denies 2012-05-05 08:50 pm (UTC)(link)
So then next time when they come for us you'll be able to keep them away, right? [ unlike this time. 8|

Still working on her hair.. ]


And.. I bet you're not interested in the story behind them either way. But knowing you, you'll insist on having me tell it either way, so I'll say that Battler onii-chan won them for me from a crane machine game back when I was a little kid. Before everyone died.
denies: (she can be happy the way things are)

[personal profile] denies 2012-05-05 10:07 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Yeah, with the tone in which he's saying that.. she's going to take it as the former, that he doesn't approve of it, since she by now knows that he always gets a little more annoyed when she's talking about the past. She doesn't seem to pay much attention to it though, especially not when she's just sitting there and putting on the second one. ]

... They probably could, yes. [ But she's not going to rely on it, she can't afford to do that. He shouldn't be here either way, she knows how dangerous it is after nearly being choked and seeing Amakusa die right in front of her. ] The possibility that they will bring in anyone from my family is pretty small, though. There's a big number of worlds they can bring people here from, and even in our world my family is only a few people out of way too many.
denies: (never quite awake)

[personal profile] denies 2012-05-06 05:22 pm (UTC)(link)
Sure.

[ She stands up to walk over to where he is, but at the same time she's thinking about that first thing he said. It's true, they could have just taken her without him, and.. surely things would be different now then, way different. If he wouldn't have been here.. she might actually have been much more miserable.

What irony.

Ange steps through the door first. ]


It's not like I've had experience with guns the way you had though.
denies: (and it blows away with the changing wind)

[personal profile] denies 2012-05-08 09:24 am (UTC)(link)
[ pedokusa strikes again, but she's relatively unfazed as she just keeps walking on, out of the house they go.. ]

I've fired one once. [ In another fragment where she used her stakes to kill and then fired the illusion of her aunt.. but yes, Amakusa doesn't need to know any of her weird fantasy world things. ] The circumstances aren't important.

But that's all the experience I have.